1. |
Diamonds
02:03
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she only fucks in parking lots
but it’s never for love
she only fucks to get what she wants
but it’s never enough
she’ll whisper all the pretty words
to make you fall in love
but you need money and diamonds
just to make her cum
he’s got low self esteem
so when he finally gets noticed
he gives up everything to keep her
and she fucking knows this
so she plays the game
and fucks with his emotions
and he gives everything
and she tells him that he will never be alone
then she leaves with the diamonds
and sits on her throne
but the emptiness kicks back in
and she repeats the song
because it’s never enough, no, no
because it’s never enough, no
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2. |
Hesitation
05:01
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lover, oh lover
my sweet depression
kill me and hold me closer
lover, my lover
my rollercoaster
kill me with your closure
(they say that life keeps moving but i'm changing)
everything i ever wanted was right in my hands
but i couldn't grasp it
and the only thing i never wanted
was the silence in your hesitation
my love, my sweet love
my coldest summer
why won't you hold me closer
like you did when you loved me
when i was your everything
now i am your nothing
(they say that life keeps moving but i'm changing)
everything i ever wanted was right in my hands
but i couldn't grasp it
and the only thing i never wanted
was the silence in your hesitation
everything i ever wanted was right in my hands
but i couldn't grasp it
and the only thing i never wanted
was the silence in your hesitation
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3. |
Closure
03:37
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all i ever had left me here
now i'm living alone lost in fear
i scream so loud and hope that you hear me
this song's for you, i hope you're listening
(i need you)
to hold me and tell me you love me like yesterday
and if it's over, i just need closure, babe
i don't understand how we got here
it'll all be fine
that's what you told me, dear
i thought i could beat what god had coming for me
i can't fight this without you here with me
(i need you)
to hold me and tell me you love me like yesterday
and if it's over, i just need closure, babe
do you remember the last thing you said to me
we will get back together eventually
don't think you understand how hard it is to see
another man holding on to what belongs to me
you can't leave me hanging while you're out with your friends
i've had a couple drinks
there's a girl in my bed
of course i still love you but you're doing the same
answer your phone and tell me its over
(so i can just breathe)
(scream so loud and hope that you hear me)
hold me and tell me you love me like yesterday
(so i can just breathe)
(this song's for you, i hope you're listening)
and if it's over, i just need closure, babe
(i need you)
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4. |
The Guide To Moving On
03:34
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i found the book on how to stay
alive when love goes away
i know that you can't be erased
but i found a page to ease the pain
it said breathe in slowly
let the world revolve around
everything is gonna be okay
the pain that you're feeling
will disappear eventually
but i know i'll never be the same
and it just leaves me wondering
what if i can't let go
(and i can't live without you next to me)
i, i should've held you close
(i never thought that you'd be my enemy)
and i get that you had to go
(but you will always be a part of me)
but i know that i can't move on
(and i can't live without you next to me)
another day, another page
but everything feels the same
i can't get you off my brain
and nothing takes away the pain
so i breathe in slowly
let the world revolve around
but this time i don't think i'll be okay
trying to hold on but i feel myself fading away
i know i'll never be the same
and it just leaves me wondering
what if i can't let go
(and i can't live without you next to me)
i, i should've held you close
(i never thought that you'd be my enemy)
i get that you had to go
(but you will always be a part of me)
i don't want to die alone
(and i can't live without you next to me)
alone
i die
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5. |
Eventually (Interlude)
00:49
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i try and i try
but i feel like i’m wasting time
on you
in the night
when you
sleep tight
with him by your side
do i even cross your mind
as i
try to survive my head
my brain is eating me alive
as i try to survive
my brain is eating me alive
as i, i....
i try and try
to move on
and be fine
but i am not myself
without you
and i lie and lie
saying i am alright
but i am not myself
without you
oh
why do i torture myself
during all of the sleepless nights
the meds don’t work anymore
i’m losing sight
of the person i wanted to be
god, who am i
i am nothing nothing nothing
my brain is eating me alive
will i make it out this time
my brain is eating me alive
will i
will i
i try and try
to move on
and be fine
but i am not myself
without you
oh, i lie and lie
saying i am alright
but i am not myself
without you
oh, i lie and lie
saying i am alright
but i am not myself
without you
oh
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you didn't have to say i'll never let you go
you didn't have to say i'll never let you go
lie to me
tell me everything is fine
talk to me
like you would if you were mine
hold me
still
will you hold me
still
you didn't have to say i'd never be alone
you didn't have to make it hard to let you go
you didn't have to say i'd never be alone
you didn't have to say i'll never let you go
torture me
'cause i just need to feel your touch
lie to me
tell me that i am enough
love me
still
will you love me
still
you didn't have to say i'd never be alone
you didn't have to make it hard to let you go
you didn't have to say i'd never be alone
you didn't have to say i'll never let you go
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8. |
Drug
04:33
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she is always at the show
front row
solo
everyone in the room knows her
short dress
long hair
high heels
stands still but steals the attention
she's been around a few times
played the game til over time
and she doesn't care who knows it
and i know that she has a rep
but i want her bad
she always gets what she wants
she never goes home alone
running game and never slowin
she'll get inside your head for fun
tell you you're the only one
but her phone is always blowin
you can give her your attention
but never affection
cause one night is all she's wantin
and i know that she has a rep
but i want her bad
and i don't care if it's only for
(the night , oh i)
am just some body craving more
(but only til the sunrise)
i don't even care that we're not in love
(not in love)
cause tonight her body is a drug
she walked up to me
after one of my shows
all disguised with that look in her eye
doing the shit she do
then she whispered in my ear
being lonely is a choice
and i've never been in love before
but i felt it when i heard your voice
and i said i hear what you're sayin
and you can put it on hold
you don't have to run your game
on my broken soul
i'm already in pain
and i don't want to leave alone
we think the same
and we both have no shame
you have my attention
but you can't have my affection
i know that you have a rep
but fuck it i've been drinkin
let's go to my hotel
‘cause i don't care if it's only for
(tonight , oh i)
am just some body craving more
(but only til the sunrise)
i don't even care that we're not in love
(not in love)
cause tonight your body is a drug
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do i not get you high anymore
do i still satisfy you
that spark in your eye
that you would get when you saw mine
does it still light up for you
and i just want you to know i tried for you
and i... i tried for you
and i swear i tried for you
and i, i cry for you
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i hope i'm worth it
you are perfect
your eyes don't lie
i'm just hurting
and scared of you leaving
i love you , believe me
i'm just hurt from her lies
and i keep
staring at your phone
scared to hear your phone go off
(whos calling)
i don't wanna know
'cause i don't want to fuck this up
(i'm dying)
when i am alone
wondering if you're at home
(or lying)
i just want to know
if i'm the only one
i was fucked over so i'm fucked up
i hate it when i take it out on you
if i keep doing what i'm doing, i'll be losing you
even though you're always thanking me for choosing you
and i've been tryna handle shit with a new attitude
ignore the nigga snapping you
'cause lately you've been telling me i'm only wanting you
and i've been tryna trust you, real shit
but i gotta keep my guard up 'cause the pain hits
and i don't think you understand how it feels when
i try to open up and tell you how i'm feeling
and your phone goes off again
that's when i go off
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i woke up at 4 in the morning
nightmares about you
this shit so crazy
wondering how you been doing
i can’t dial your phone
we haven’t talked lately
i haven’t seen you months
it’s crazy how forever felt like a day
but without you days feel like forever
i’m losing my sanity
where is my brain
it’s bout to be all on these walls
i can’t take the thought of me
causing you pain
i’m sitting here hoping you call
to tell me you hate me
or that you’re okay
cause i just want to hear your voice
i know it’s too much for me too see your face
all these nightmares of you
all these nightmares of you
and you’ve been gone gone gone gone gone
for a minute
and i’m alone lone lone lone lone
i admit i did you wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong
and all these sleepless nights
i can’t escape the thought of you
the thought of you...
oh i, oh i didn't get all that i needed
oh i, oh i didn't get all that i needed
i, oh i hope you find someone to love you more than i
oh i hope you find someone to love you more than i
oh i hope you find someone to love you more than i
oh i hope you find someone to love you more than i
i can't get you out of my head
out of my head
i can't get you out of my head
out of my head
i can't get you out of my head
out of my head
i can't get you out of my head
out of my head
and i can't get you out of my head
out of my head
i can't get you out of my head
out of my head
i can't get you out of my head
out of my head
i can't get you out of my head
out of my head
i can't get you out of my
i can't get you out of my
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i still see our silhouettes slow dancing on the walls
the tears i cried tasted like you
they fall so heavy now
running like rivers but creating oceans
filling the giant hole that you left
or better yet, the hole that i created
everything i see reminds me of you
everything i eat taste like you
everything spawns a different memory of a moment we created
you are everywhere
i never thought that someone could be nowhere
and everywhere at the same time
to say i love you seems too strong
but to say i need you or i miss you
feels like a minimization
i know you’re dying and i’m dying to save you
and it’s ironic because i’m the one killing you
and with every passing day i start to think
maybe i cared for you more than i led on
or more than i let myself say out loud
the fear of getting hurt again
led to me hurting you
and for that i apologize
i hope this finds you
and i hope you find yourself
and learn to love yourself without me
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13. |
Unravel
05:26
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(and it all plays back inside my head
i'm dying with a broken heart)
do i love you?
it's really hard to say that shit now
since you started fucking around
saying that you needing me now
bitch where were you?
when i was writing suicide plans
fucked up on xans
tryna get you outta my head
bitch where were you?
when i was wishing i was i dead
thinking bout' the shit that you said
oh you was in another nigga's bed
but i'm supposed to save you?
they say nice guys finish last
and i learned fast
that shit's true
i don't even feel bad
that i put you on blast
and they know the real you
you went from a goddess with a god
to the side bitch of a lame nigga
that's you
yeah girl, that's all you, yeah yeah yeah
then you ask if i love you?
it's really hard to say that shit now
do i love you?
how can i say that shit now
i was telling you then and you just turned around and
watched me unravel and fall apart
you just watched me unravel and fall apart
you just watched me unravel and fall apart
oh, oh you watched me unravel and fall apart
(and when they unravel the webs that i've spun
what shall be undone?)
i've been thinking the worst of you
everything has been worse for me
tell me what i am supposed to do
every thought is just torturing me
hoping that i get over you
if not soon then eventually
but every fucking thought of you
is killing me, you're killing me
situation led to conversations
pour another one
thoughts are overwhelming, fuck it, i can't help it
popping one
friends saying that they miss the old me, but he's dead and gone
new me about to be too, hand on a gun
got a nigga bout to pull the trigger just to get you off my brain
anxiety with insanity and a couple drinks
depression mixed with medications , i just wanna numb the pain
and i know that you do too, just a different way
and i've been thinking a lot lately
and everything thought just works it's way back to you
praying that you come save me
from the flood in my mind but all you ever do
is pull me under, yeah
you pull me under, oh yeah
you pull me under, oh-oh-oh-oh, under
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14. |
Guilty
03:44
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do you feel guilty now
that you took all we had
and ran it straight into the ground
do you feel better now
that you left the city for a night out on the town
and how does it feel
to know you traded the one
for a little fun
and i hope you happy now
and we can't go back to the start
to when i was the only
the only one who had your heart
before you gave him your body
and we can't go back to the start
to when i was only
the only one who had your heart
before you gave him your body
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Deion Reverie Charlotte, North Carolina
just some dude.
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