I be thinkin' bout some shit when it's no lights
Like how I had a good girl I didn't treat right
Only love her when I see her in the daylight
Then find another body when she leave right
Late night fantasize about the show life
And a bitch with no panties and thick thighs
Who only love me 'cause she saw me in the low light
On stage singing my pain
Yeah I know right, pathetic
I guess that's on me
I can't love you 'cause I do not love me
Scroll through my messages, all that you see
Is me sending dick pics to boost self esteem
I want to feel like I matter to me
But I have been fucked up since "Better For Me"
I'm hurt that I hurt you 'cause someone hurt me
But everything changes eventually
And I'm hoping you see that I've been sleepless, too
The devil lives inside my room
A room that soon will be a tomb
A tomb that soon will be a womb
Carrying the weight of my demons
I'm leaving for you in the form of a tune
Shoot for the sky
I don't aim for the moon 'cause I'm over it
So I just land on myself
Because I am a star in my dreams when I sleep
And stop thinking of you
credits
from [inaudible applause],
released October 13, 2023
Written by M. Funderburk
Performed and Produced by Deion Reverie
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